...janji...

sesungguhnye...

saya sgt benci perkataan janji......

kenape bile kte jge hati org len, kte msh x dpt blsn yg sme?

knp org tu x jge hati kte?

janji mcm2...

tp x wat...

buat2 lpe...

atau sengaja x nk buat...

janji kosong...palsu...

penipu!

sekejap ckp tu...

sekejap ckp ni...

jnji itu ini...

tp x tunaikn...

x pnh fikir perasaan kte...

selfish!

arghhh!!!!

benci!!!

perasaan..

~happy~

going back to perak

already submitted our bm assgnmnt

finished return library book

holiday for 2 weeks

~sad~

gonna leave him

5 presentations after eid al-mubarak

sooo tense with all assignments

cant achieve what i really want yet

haishhhh!!!

..congrate kakak..

~kakak n mak~

12 ogos 2009...
hari yg plg bermakna utk mak, ayh n especially my sis...
arini hari konvo kakak...
aku x dpt nk g sbb kne uruskn ptptn...
sgt sedey tp x pe la...
after 5 thn kakak blaja di UM, finally arini hari yg plg happening utk dye...
2 thn di um, nilam puri n the following 3 years at main campus um...
arini kakak da dpt ijazah pengajian islam, in islamic astronomy...
congrate kak...
ayh menangis time kakak naik pentas...
mak pon sme..,
segala penat lelah dyorg cari duit utk ank2 akhirnye t'balas jgak...
kakak b'jaya hbiskn pengajian dye...
tmbh2 ni 1st time my siblings dpt ijazah...
of course la sbb kakak ank sulung...
pape pon, congrate to kakak...
hopefully, her dream nk smbung master akn t'capai dgn cpt...
keje elok2 kat sana...
~mak,kakak n ayah~

oktober...
abg plak akn konvo...
diploma in marine engineering...
kali ni aku nk g gak tgk...
tamau terlepas da...

aku tmpg happy utk dyorg...
n hopefully pasni aku plak yg akn banggakn mak n ayh aku...
insyaALLAH...

..hepy besday!!!...

..14th August 2009..

..wishing hepy 20th bestday to my beloved ren, mohd suhaimi..

..he got free call n yeah, same as last year, he did call us...

..thnks 4 ur concern i do hope our best friendship will be going smoothly..

..well, we have been frens for 5 years since our secondary school..

..he used to be my classmate in class 4 & 5 teknologi maklumat (TM)..

..i'm really sure we having a perfect time together with others so-called true friends..

..suhaimi, tikah, huda, hajar..

..i miss all of u damn much!!...damn much..

..see u soon n dnt forget our 'konvoi hari raye'...hehehe...

..watever...

..huh..

..dye lagi..

..x serik2 ke?..

..pehal?..

..blah la weh..

..adoiii..

..tensen ah!..

..terlalu seksa..

Tepat jam 10 pgi waktu tempatan, bertempat di deparmnt of education, ku langakahkn dua kaki yg bgitu ringan ini msuk ke kls lr 19 3.66. Buka pintu, ermmm... bnyk tempat kosong. Tapi, kmi bertiga trus ke seat 2 dr bllkg. Msg2 menunjukkn muka kebosanan, hampir2 pengsan dan langsung x ikhlas. Kelas pe ni?...owhhh..Sociology of education. Bace leklok! Sociology of education. .Kenapa kmi mcm tu?. Bkn salah lecture, bkn salah subjek ni...tp slh kmi sndri yg sgt gedik add sbjk ni x tntu psal...

konon2 nk dean list, kne credit hour 15 ke ats...

so, dgn perasaan x sdr dri yg mendalam, kmi add kn sbjek yg terlalu 'MUDAH' ini ke dlm schedule...sepatuttnye sbjek yg 'MUDAH' ini utk senior2...tp kmi kn terlalu 'BIJAK'...perasan senior...padanla muka...kami menyesal...nak drop sbjek?...owhhh...da terlambat...

aktiviti dlm kls, : beranagn sambil pndg slide show yg mcm cntik je bertukar2 slide...: tgn salin notes tp tatau pe yg d salin...sgt seksa...mse 1 jam 20 mnit da mcm tggu sehari semlm...notes?...ntah laa...x update pon...dr 1st kls smpai skrg,tatau pe yg kteorg blaja...buku?...x de!...hnye b'gntung pd memori otak 1gb ni je...so, cmni gaya nk dean list???....jgn harap la...blaja pon tatau mende...cari gak la bku socio dlm lib...x smpai 10 mnit cari, da give up...arghhhh!!!honestly...da tatau cmne nk tlg dri sendri...otak da btul2 blur...

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