.a bad day.

Rase mcm nak hantuk2 kepala kat dinding je sekarang ni. Today is my bad day. Mane tak nye, bile habes je exam, baru tersedar yg saya tersilap buat 1 format essay. At first, I felt that it's not a big deal and tried to think positive. But, seriously it doesnt work at all. Sedih sgt2. Maybe org fikir mende ni small matter je, but for me, it's not. Adeh. Ntah ape la result nanti. Thums down. =(

Rase mcm mental down sgt2. And I need somebody rite now. Nak cite sume masalah saya skrg. Then tadi I call my mum but she she didnt answer my phone. Dah la tgh sedih2, tak de sape2 pon bole saya cite. En.Hifzan? Emm.. Nanti saya cite dye kat mne. 

Memang la ade kawan2. Tapi perasaannye tak same mcm kite share dgn org yg kite sayang. It doesnt mean yg saya tak sayang kawan2 saya, but.. Dont know how to explain. Perasaan nye sgt laen. Okey. You judge me. I know somebody out there will agree with me.

Ade 2 org yg saya slalu cari bile saya sedih. Mak saya & yg kedua, En.Hifzan. Tapi sekarang ni dua2 takde dgn saya mse saya sgt2 memerlukan mereka. Maybe my mum akan call me back nanti, tapi En,Hifzan... 

Dye tak de. Untuk beberapa hari. Pegi masuk hutan. Ini last mms yg saya dpt masa dye dlm trak on his way nak pegi sane. Adoyaii. Mase2 ni lah awak tak de kan. =(

Tadi ade somebody dah nasihat saya supaya pikir +ve and suh sabar. Thanks a lot to jie. Lega ckit tadi. Nasib baek jie paham. Sebab org laut dye pegi lg lame. Hmm..

Okey, while I writing this entry, my mum call me back. And as usual, nasihat2 mak saya mmg menenangkan hati. Mak ckp, jgn biar hal ni ganggu perasaan saya. Saya kene terus fokus untuk next paper beberapa hari je lg. Okey mak! Time kaseh. I love you!

Note : Ape2 pun, saya tetap sayang kawan2 saya. Esp yg selalu dgr probs saya. Muuaahh!