Thursday, January 7, 2010

B L U R as M E . . .

Dunno why, entah kenapa mood aku unstable sejak 2, 3 hari ni. Maybe I should calm down and do the right thing ever - muhasabah diri. I am currently seriously-not-satisfied with my own achievement. Yeah, I know I can do better, but I dont. Tuhan tgh uji saya. Untuk ape? Hanya Dia yang tahu.

And as usual, all my anger, sadness, happiness, exciting, and all the those things that happened to me, I told him. Thanks to En.Hifzan. Bak kata beliau, renung balik ape salah kte pada ALLAH, kte ade wat salah dgn Dia ke? Mungkin. Oh, no! Mesti ade pnye kan! So, muhasabah diri, ingt salah kte pada Dia, sbb tu Dia uji kte. Errmm.. Now I realize I really NEED to, i mean, HAVE to muhasabah diri lah. Masa ni lah nak utk kte redem balik all past mistakes. I'm improving myself, I am. Seriously, I will.

Study pulak? Huh! Ter-sangat-lah tension. Memanjang sje kuiz. Adeh. Sem lps x de la pulak cmni. *sigh* Entah lah! Sem ni agk susah bagi saya. Subjek pon banyak dari sem lepas. Petang td kuiz, esok plak 1 kuiz n 1 presentation. Next week submit asssignment lagi. Busy, busy, busy dan busy lagi!

Hope : Semoga saya bertahan. Semoga saya dpt banggakan mak n ayah saya lg. Tamau tensen2,  tamau sedey2  lagi. Nak blaja rajen2. Jaga hati org laen, jge hati diri sendiri. Streghten relationships dgn mereka2 sume. Dekatkan diri dgn ALLAH. Pray for me. Time kaseh.

Love ya!





2 comments:

gEeHa said...

xpe ika.same2 kite berkorban.maintain the good rsult.DL.DL.DL.=)

ikA'z said...

time kaseh jie...betoi2...we must maintain our gud result..heee...=)